Whether you admit it or not, I hope you see the blessing in this message and not be angry with God. When my sister went into a diabetic coma and died in 1989, some were frustrated with me when I finally told them that I really wasn’t angry. Angry with God that is! I think they thought I wasn’t straight with them or too good to be true.
When you face a devastating loss, fellow believers sometimes encourage you to express your anger freely toward God, assuring you that God understands and accepts your honest emotions. It is a natural response to be angry or emotionally upset. God is the easy target for that anger, because we don’t always understand His sovereignty, ours is shallow and we reason that if God is in charge of everything, then your suffering must be His fault, and we don’t see why it was justified.
But where is your fear of God? Why do you think you have the right to be angry with the Creator? Who do you think you are to suggest that God owes us an explanation? What arrogance for you as finite, sinful creatures to disapprove of what God does or what He permits.
The fear of God will hold your tongue; it halts all finger-wagging; it will humble you in the midst of your-self righteous anger. Am I saying that being honest with God about how you feel is sinful? No. when you feel it, you might as well admit it since He knows anyway and hypocrisy only adds to your sin. Am I saying that you shouldn’t feel angry? No. I’m saying you should work through your feelings about what happened, and as you inform your feelings by what you know to be true by God, you can reject the temptation to turn your back on God. You can refuse to point the finger and say to God “You are good.” Instead ask Him to meet your desperate need, and lift your hands to praise Him.
Lord the source of our strength and righteousness, we are ashamed of how quickly and easily we grow angry and stay angry with You. What arrogance on our part! We humble ourselves before You and open our self to You. Amen.
“and all who were angry with him will come to him and be ashamed” (Isaiah 45:24b)
